I
love the story surrounding Issac and Rebekah. If I had been Abraham I
would have wanted the best for my “only son” too.
The
father of faith, Abraham, will not have his son marry one of the
local women for they do not know, nor honor God. So he sends his
servant to the land of his relatives to get a wife.
Nothing
about that process seems good for there are far too many variables
involved, even the servant knew that, but the servant demonstrated
some remarkable insight and applies some logic, faith, and we bit of
a test, and God comes through with the quick answer.
Rebekah
comes off as remarkable in the first few seconds, and she
demonstrates some traits that would have made her the prize of any
man. I wish I had met her. Eventually Issac and Rebekah become man
and wife, the family grows, and the boys choose wives of their own.
Anyone
familiar with this fairy tale scenario knows that it is filled with
some twisted human dynamics. I am not a psychologist, but have had to
deal with a tremendous amount of family trauma myself, and it is not
fun.
And
Rebekah said to Isaac, I am weary of my life because of
the daughters of Heth: if Jacob take a wife of the daughters of Heth,
such as these which are of the daughters of the land, what good shall
my life do me?
(Genesis
27:46 KJV)
Look
up the word weary in the Strong’s concordance and you will begin to
get the true sense of despair in her voice.
The
word is qûts,
pronounced koots,
(Strong # H6973) and
is a primitive root (rather identical with H6972
through the idea of severing
oneself from (compare H6962));
to be (causatively make)
disgusted
or anxious:
- abhor,
be distressed, be grieved, loathe, vex, be weary.
I
read this and suddenly have a clearer picture of how depression
affected her. If we take this concept of severing herself to it’s
extreme she was considering suicide. We
know that she did not follow through with this thought, but the
effects of her playing the two sons against each other, and Esau’s
rebellion against her authority were devastating.
It
was only this last Sunday morning that our guest speaker, a man in
national demand at prophetic conferences, said something that brought
the grand prophetic illusion down to earth when he stated that one of
major events that weakens us and make us subject to the enemies
attacks was times of great weariness.
I
know what it means to me. I am tired, but in my case add a little
dose of low blood sugar, and I am not thinking straight at all. I
have to force myself to distinguish between what I know feels like
depression and just plain exhaustion. I also know that I dare not
attempt to make a reasonable decision in a condition like that.
The
dictionary tends to define weariness as: The
state of exhaustion induced by physical labor; fatigue;
disappointment; unmet expectations; worn-out patience, (or,
if I may, burn out.)
Look,
God has a job for you to do. Though you might look at yourself and
consider yourself unfit for God’s duty, you need to know that you
were especially designed and hand picked for that job; the path your
life has taken you on and made you is exactly why, but if the enemy
can take you out of action due to fatigue or poor decision making
then not only has the enemy won that battle, but you have lost out on
an amazing feeling of peace.
I
have found that being prepared and alert enough to respond to the
leading of the Spirit’s direction can be the most rewarding feeling
this world has to offer. There is some foolishness in that statement
because I am comparing a feeling I associate with the spirit with
what the world has to offer. They cannot compare.
For
since the beginning of the world men have not heard, nor perceived by
the ear, neither hath the eye seen, O God, beside thee, what he hath
prepared for him that waits for him.
(Isaiah
64:4 KJV)
Don’t
let the enemy rob you through weariness. Sit by the brook for a
spell, just as David's men did, and get your strength back. God will
not forget you. (Read 1Samuel 30)
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